Waiting on Wednesday (35)

Wednesday, March 16, 2016
Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that you are eagerly anticipating.


Heartless by Marissa Meyer
Genre: Young Adult/Fantasy/Retelling
Page Length: 416 pages
Publisher: Feiwel and Friends
Publication Date: November 8, 2016


About Heartless (via Goodreads):

Long before she was the terror of Wonderland — the infamous Queen of Hearts — she was just a girl who wanted to fall in love.

Catherine may be one of the most desired girls in Wonderland, and a favorite of the yet-unmarried King of Hearts, but her interests lie elsewhere. A talented baker, all she wants is to open a shop with her best friend and supply the Kingdom of Hearts with delectable pastries and confections. But according to her mother, such a goal is unthinkable for the young woman who could be the next Queen.

At a royal ball where Cath is expected to receive the king's marriage proposal, she meets Jest, the handsome and mysterious court joker. For the first time, she feels the pull of true attraction. At the risk of offending the King and infuriating her parents, she and Jest enter into an intense, secret courtship.

Cath is determined to define her own destiny and fall in love on her terms. But in a land thriving with magic, madness, and monsters, fate has other plans.

The Crown's Game (ARC Review)

Sunday, March 13, 2016
The Crown's Game by Evelyn Skye
Series: The Crown's Game #1
Genre: Young Adult/Historical/Fantasy
Page Length: 416 pages
Format: ARC (won in a giveaway! Thank you, Brittany!)
Publication Date: May 17, 2016
Publisher: Balzer + Bray


Although I received a free copy of this book, my opinion of it is completely my own.


About The Crown's Game (via Goodreads):

Vika Andreyeva can summon the snow and turn ash into gold. Nikolai Karimov can see through walls and conjure bridges out of thin air. They are enchanters—the only two in Russia—and with the Ottoman Empire and the Kazakhs threatening, the Tsar needs a powerful enchanter by his side.

And so he initiates the Crown’s Game, an ancient duel of magical skill—the greatest test an enchanter will ever know. The victor becomes the Imperial Enchanter and the Tsar’s most respected adviser. The defeated is sentenced to death.

Raised on tiny Ovchinin Island her whole life, Vika is eager for the chance to show off her talent in the grand capital of Saint Petersburg. But can she kill another enchanter—even when his magic calls to her like nothing else ever has?

For Nikolai, an orphan, the Crown’s Game is the chance of a lifetime. But his deadly opponent is a force to be reckoned with—beautiful, whip smart, imaginative—and he can’t stop thinking about her.

And when Pasha, Nikolai’s best friend and heir to the throne, also starts to fall for the mysterious enchantress, Nikolai must defeat the girl they both love . . . or be killed himself.

As long-buried secrets emerge, threatening the future of the empire, it becomes dangerously clear . . . the Crown’s Game is not one to lose.
The Crown's Game was, as you can probably guess based on the synopsis alone, magical. But it wasn't magical only in the sense that there were enchanters and undead and life-sized music boxes and all that jazz (although I absolutely adored those things), but the WRITING. My word, the writing was sublime.

Although I've never been to Russia, she painted a gorgeous picture of it for me. I was instantly transported into the fantastical Russia of her design, and fell head-over-heels in love. Skye also utilized her many characters' voices beautifully. I normally am not a fan of third-person POVs, especially when it's multi-POV, but her transitions between the characters and chapters was effortless. I loved seeing the world through different characters' eyes, although I wish I had the opportunity to see through each set of eyes even more. There was so much left unsaid by the end, and I am excited to find out more.

Before I get too excited though, I want to get out of the way a couple things I was minorly disappointed in. First, let's talk about The Game. I absolutely adored the concept of the Game and all of the intricate moves Vika and Nikolai made, but I was expecting there to be... I don't know. More action, I guess. The magic was so fascinating and I loved reading about Vika and Nikolai's fantastical feats, but I wanted MORE. They definitely impressed and enchanted me, but I was expecting the plot to move just a tad faster.

It also took me a while to warm up to the characters. I didn't dislike them, but for several chapters, I didn't really care all that much about what happened to them. Soon after that point, however, I quickly became super protective of the lovelies and didn't want a single one of them to get hurt or be killed. Which is why when the Game was over, I felt completely gutted. I was a sobbing mess at the end and felt betrayed. How could Evelyn make me gradually fall in love with the characters, only to wrench them away from me?

Although it took me some time to love the characters, I loved their relationships from the start. At least the platonic and familial ones, anyway. One of my favorites was definitely Nikolai and Pasha's bromance. They were such friendship goals and are definitely my ultimate brOTP. They complemented each other so well, and it was always so fun seeing the crazy adventures they went on together. There was also a bittersweetness about it, but I don't want to go into that right now because 1) I don't want to spoil anything, and 2) my feels still can't handle it. 

As for other relationships, another favorite (as weird as it may sound) was the one between the Tsar and Tsarina. I loved seeing them together because I could finally see the Tsar's humanity and love for his wife, rather than the hostile and cold leader he appeared to be.

The relationship between Vika, Nikolai, and Pasha was definitely strained. I respected Vika for not falling head over heels in love with both of them, as many heroines seem to do in books these days, and loved that it did not play a prominent role in the story, although it did seem to always lurk in the shadows of the plot. I am definitely more a Nikolai girl myself, but I couldn't help but love Pasha's passion, excitement, and curiosity about everything in life. Despite the fact that I wanted Vika and Nikolai to be together, I still wanted Pasha to find immense happiness for himself, and not lose the light he has burning from within him.

Evelyn Skye's debut novel was magnificent. Her writing was absolutely stunning and her characters snuck their way straight into my heart, and I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT. LIKE, RIGHT NOW. I TRIED TO CONCEAL MY FEELS UNTIL NOW, BUT I CANNOT STAND THE WAIT. THERE'S SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER AND FALL IN LOVE WITH (AND POSSIBLY BE HEARTBROKEN ABOUT).

Rating: 3/3.5 stars


Waiting on Wednesday (34)

Wednesday, March 9, 2016
Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that you are eagerly anticipating.


Never Ever by Sara Saedi
Genre: Young Adult/Fantasy/Retelling
Page Length: 304 pages
Publisher: Viking Books for Young Readers
Publication Date: June 21, 2016

About Never Ever (via Goodreads):

Wylie Dalton didn’t believe in fairy tales or love at first sight.

Then she met a real-life Peter Pan.


When Wylie encounters Phinn—confident, mature, and devastatingly handsome—at a party the night before her brother goes to juvie, she can’t believe how fast she falls for him. And that’s before he shows her how to fly.

Soon Wylie and her brothers find themselves whisked away to a mysterious tropical island off the coast of New York City where nobody ages beyond seventeen and life is a constant party. Wylie’s in heaven: now her brother won’t go to jail and she can escape her over-scheduled life with all its woes and responsibilities—permanently.

But the deeper Wylie falls for Phinn, the more she begins to discover has been kept from her and her brothers. Somebody on the island has been lying to her, but the truth can’t stay hidden forever.

The Star-Touched Queen (ARC Review)

Sunday, March 6, 2016
The Star-Touched Queen by Roshani Chokshi
Genre: Young Adult/Fantasy/Mythology
Page Length: 352 pages
Format: ARC (won in a giveaway!)
Publication Date: April 26, 2016
Publisher: St. Martin's Griffin

I'd like to thank Roshani Chokshi for hosting the giveaway. Although she provided me with a copy of her book, it in no way whatsoever affected my thoughts/opinions about this book. These opinions are completely my own.


About The Star-Touched Queen (via Goodreads):

Cursed with a horoscope that promises a marriage of Death and Destruction, sixteen-year-old Maya has only earned the scorn and fear of her father's kingdom. Content to follow more scholarly pursuits, her world is upheaved when her father, the Raja, arranges a wedding of political convenience to quell outside rebellions. But when her wedding takes a fatal turn, Maya becomes the queen of Akaran and wife of Amar. Yet neither roles are what she expected. As Akaran's queen, she finds her voice and power. As Amar's wife, she finds friendship and warmth.

But Akaran has its own secrets - thousands of locked doors, gardens of glass, and a tree that bears memories instead of fruit. Beneath Akaran's magic, Maya begins to suspect her life is in danger. When she ignores Amar's plea for patience, her discoveries put more than new love at risk - it threatens the balance of all realms, human and Otherworldly.

Now, Maya must confront a secret that spans reincarnated lives and fight her way through the dangerous underbelly of the Otherworld if she wants to protect the people she loves.

The Star-Touched Queen is a lush, beautifully written and vividly imagined fantasy inspired by Indian mythology.
I ADORED THIS BOOK. Actually, I more than adored it. THIS BOOK GAVE ME PURE UNADULTERATED HAPPINESS. Okay, maybe not pure happiness because I was shrieking in despair for some of the book, but it was so breathtakingly beautiful I didn't even care that my heart was fracturing into a billion pieces. I ached for the characters and their broken hearts and battered souls, and sang in happiness when things fell into place, even if it was only for a fleeting moment.

The Star-Touched Queen is the most captivating and exquisite book I have ever read in my entire existence. Roshani Chokshi's words cast a spell on me, and every detail was so vivid and poetic. Her words were true magic.

The plot was heavily entwined with Maya's relationship with Amar, but it wasn't overwhelmingly so. Their romance scorched the pages and left me longing for more. It was heartbreaking but beautiful, and I loved every second of it. However, in the end, the story was also about Maya's renewal and her quest to find herself after losing her sense of identity.  Maya's transformation throughout the course of the novel was like watching a butterfly break out of its cocoon and test its wings for the first time—it was a truly unique and joyous experience.

Before reading The Star-Touched Queen, I knew next to nothing about Indian mythology, but Chokshi's writing opened my eyes to the beauty of Indian culture and their myths and legends, and I was completely enraptured by the lore. I have always been a fan of mythology, so even though the book was absolutely stunning on its own, learning about a completely foreign culture and mythology in the process was an added bonus.

Reading The Star-Touched Queen was like taking a breath of fresh air. I needed to keep reading like my life depended on it. It was that good. In fact, I loved The Star-Touched Queen so much that I would give it every star in the universe if I could. The Star-Touched Queen was an absolute masterpiece, and I could not have asked for anything more.

Rating: 5 stars

Nora & Kettle (Book Blitz + Giveaway!)

Friday, March 4, 2016

Nora & Kettle
Lauren Nicolle Taylor
Published by: Clean Teen Publishing
Publication date: February 29th 2016
Genres: Historical, Young Adult
What if Peter Pan was a homeless kid just trying to survive, and Wendy flew away for a really good reason?
Seventeen-year-old Kettle has had his share of adversity. As an orphaned Japanese American struggling to make a life in the aftermath of an event in history not often referred to—the internment of Japanese Americans during World War II and the removal of children from orphanages for having “one drop of Japanese blood in them”—things are finally looking up. He has his hideout in an abandoned subway tunnel, a job, and his gang of Lost Boys.
Desperate to run away, the world outside her oppressive brownstone calls to naïve, eighteen-year-old Nora—the privileged daughter of a controlling and violent civil rights lawyer who is building a compensation case for the interned Japanese Americans. But she is trapped, enduring abuse to protect her younger sister Frankie and wishing on the stars every night for things to change.
For months, they’ve lived side by side, their paths crossing yet never meeting. But when Nora is nearly killed and her sister taken away, their worlds collide as Kettle, grief stricken at the loss of a friend, angrily pulls Nora from her window.
In her honeyed eyes, Kettle sees sadness and suffering. In his, Nora sees the chance to take to the window and fly away.
Set in 1953, NORA AND KETTLE explores the collision of two teenagers facing extraordinary hardship. Their meeting is inevitable, devastating, and ultimately healing. Their stories, a collection of events, are each on their own harmless. But together, one after the other, they change the world.


EXCERPT:

I snort, push my sleeves up, and lean back on my forearms. She watches me, her eyes on my bare skin, and I wonder what she’s thinking. “Dances. Really? What’s to miss?” My experience with dances was one forced event in the camps where we watched the grownups awkwardly shift in lines to scratchy music. It didn’t look very enjoyable.

She releases the button she’s been playing with and smirks. “Says someone who’s clearly never been to one.”

“How do you know that?” I say, raising an eyebrow and touching my chest, mock offended.

She laughs. It’s starlight in a jar. I blink slowly. “Oh, I can tell just by looking at you, the way you move. You,” she says, pointing at me accusingly. “Can’t dance.”

The candlelight twinkles like it’s chuckling at me. “I can dance,” I say, not sure why I’m lying to defend myself. I’ve never danced in my life.

She stands up and beckons me with her finger, and I think there’s something wrong with my heart. It’s hurting… but the pain feels good.

She looks like a pirate’s cabin boy, shirt billowing around her small waist, ill-fitting pants rolled over at her hips to stop them from falling down. She points her bare foot at me. “Prove it!”

Shit!

I cough and stand nervously. I don’t know what to do with my hands, so I put them behind my back. She giggles. Touches me. Runs her fingers lightly down my arms until she finds my hands. She grasps my wrists and I gulp as she places one on the small dip between her hips and her ribs, extending the other out like the bow of a boat. Her hand in mine.

I follow her small steps and we wind in circles, avoiding the clumps of debris, painting patterns in the dust.

I stare at my socks and her narrow bare feet, listening to the swish of them across the dirt. “You know, this is pretty weird without music,” I mutter, looking up for a moment and suddenly losing my balance.

She exhales and brings us back to equilibrium. She starts humming softly. It’s a song I’ve heard before, but I pretend it’s the first time. Her voice is sweet, cracked and croaky, but in tune as she gazes at the ground and leads us up and down the back of the tunnel.

This moment is killing me. I don’t want it, but I do. Because I know it won’t be enough and it’s all I’ll get.

The end of the song is coming. It rises and rises and then softly peters out. We look at each other, understanding that something is changing between us, and we have to decide whether to let it. Please, let it.

She sings the last few bars. “And if you sing this melody, you’ll be pretending just like me. The world is mine. It can be yours, my friend. So why don’t you pretend?”

Her voice is like the dust of a comet’s tail. Full of a thousand things I don’t understand but want to.
She stops and starts to step away. She’s so fragile. Not on the outside. On the outside, her body is strong, tougher than it should have to be. It’s inside that’s very breakable. I’m scared to touch her, but I don’t want to avoid touching her because of what she’s been through. That seems worse.

So I do it, because I want to and I don’t think she doesn’t want me to. Her breath catches as I pull her closer. I just want to press my cheek to hers, feel her skin against mine. There is no music, just the rhythm of two barely functioning hearts trying to reach each other through miles of scar tissue.

She presses her ear to my chest and listens, then she pulls back to meet my eyes, her expression a mixture of confusion and comfort. She breathes out, her lips not wanting to close but not wanting to speak. She settles on a nervous smile and puts her arms around my neck. I inhale and look up at the ceiling, counting the stars I know are up there somewhere, and then rest my cheek in her hair.

I don’t know how she is here. I don’t know when she’ll disappear.

We sway back and forth, and it feels like we might break. That we will break if we step apart from each other.

I can’t let her go.

I think I love dancing.

Author Bio: Lauren Nicolle Taylor lives in the lush Adelaide Hills. The daughter of a Malaysian nuclear physicist and an Australian scientist, she was expected to follow a science career path, attending Adelaide University and completing a Health Science degree with Honours in obstetrics and gynaecology.
She then worked in health research for a short time before having her first child. Due to their extensive health issues, Lauren spent her twenties as a full-time mother/carer to her three children. When her family life settled down, she turned to writing.
She is a 2014 Kindle Book Awards Semi-finalist and a USA Best Book Awards Finalist. 

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Waiting on Wednesday (33)

Wednesday, March 2, 2016
Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that you are eagerly anticipating.


The First Time She Drowned by Kerry Kletter
Genre: Young Adult/Contemporary
Page Length: 352 pages
Publisher: Philomel Books
Publication Date: March 15, 2016

About The First Time She Drowned (via Goodreads):

The beautiful struggle of a girl desperate for the one relationship that has caused her the most painCassie O'Malley has spent the past two and a half years in a mental institution—dumped there by her mother, against her will. Now, at 18, Cassie emancipates herself, determined to start over. She attends college, forms new friendships, and even attempts to start fresh with her mother. But before long, their unhealthy relationship threatens to pull Cassie under once again. As Cassie struggles to reclaim her life, childhood memories persist and confuse, and Cassie must consider whose version of history is real, and more important, whose life she must save.

A bold, literary story about the fragile complexities of mothers and daughters and learning to love oneself, The First Time She Drowned reminds us that we must dive deep into our pasts if we are ever to move forward.

Gena/Finn (ARC Review)

Tuesday, March 1, 2016
Gena/Finn by Hannah Moskowitz and Kat Helgeson
Genre: Young Adult/Contemporary
Page Length: 345 pages
Format: ARC received from a friend
Publication Date: April 5, 2016
Publisher: Chronicle Books

Although I received a free copy of this book, my opinion of it is completely my own.

About Gena/Finn (via Goodreads):

The story follows the unlikely friendship of two young women forged via fan fiction and message boards, and is told entirely in texts, chats, and blog posts.

Gena (short for Genevieve) and Finn (short for Stephanie) have little in common. Book-smart Gena is preparing to leave her posh boarding school for college; down-to-earth Finn is a twenty-something struggling to make ends meet in the big city. Gena’s romantic life is a series of reluctant one-night-stands; Finn is making a go of it with long-term boyfriend Charlie. But they share a passion for Up Below, a buddy cop TV show with a cult fan following. Gena is a darling of the fangirl scene, keeping a popular blog and writing fan fiction. Finn’s online life is a secret, even from Charlie. The pair spark an unlikely online friendship that deepens quickly (so quickly it scares them both), and as their individual “real” lives begin to fall apart, they increasingly seek shelter online, and with each other.
Gena/Finn was a wonderfully raw, emotional, and relatable book. I have to admit that I was expecting a more light-hearted read, despite the struggles the characters seemed to face, but I was completely wrong. At the beginning, I was cracking up a lot at the wit and hilarious interactions between the girls in the online community, but later the book takes a more serious turn. I don't want to give anything away, but I was definitely heartbroken by the end, and I was hardcore crying like a baby. There were just SO MANY FEELS.

I know people seem to complain that "relatable" is not the best word to describe things, least of all books, but the book seriously was relatable. The characters were fangirls, and as a blogger and fangirl myself, it was great being able to connect with the characters and form a mutual interest so early on in the story. Even though I've never seen the fictional TV show (Up Below) that the characters rave about, I still felt myself cheering, fangirling, and flailing so hard—as fangirls do—along with Gena and Finn.

In addition to connecting with the characters in the fangirling sense, the friendships they formed and the obstacles they overcame paralleled some of my experiences and really struck a chord with me. Although I may not have lived through some of the horrors Gena and Finn go through, I experienced what they were feeling whole-heartedly while reading, and it was glorious and heart-wrenching all at once. I don't even know how to explain it. So few books manage to pull at my heartstrings, yet this one managed to do exactly that.

Even though I have read a similarly formatted book before, I was still a bit wary about reading a book told through different forms of media (emails, texts, letters, journal entries, fanfictions, message boards, etc.) Although I would not say it was executed perfectly, the flow of the story was still very well done and I could feel just as many emotions (if not more) reading in this book style as reading in the "normal" prose style. There was never a dull moment in the book, and I honestly could not put the book down—I finished it in 4 hours because it was so addicting! All in all, I was satisfied by the end and recognize its significance to the plot, but at the same time it was kind of abrupt and confused me at first. (I had to reread it a few times to realize why it ended the way it did.)

Ultimately, Gena/Finn really surprised me. It was both a fun and emotional read, and although there were a few minor issues, it was overall a lovely book.

Rating: 3.25 stars